The Takeaway

November 10, 2018

I am so grateful to see this day. To stand in this moment. To savor the life that I live. The hundreds of thousands of steps that I have taken to get to this point in my journey have been worth every tear. The steps have been worth the heartache. The trials have been worth the sacrifice. The journey has been worth the transformation. I didn’t know what I was getting into six years ago. I fully admit that. I’ve admitted that from day one. If I still had the journals that I poured myself into from that time period, I could re-read verbatim what I wrote to confirm that I was clueless on the conscious level, but I was a genius on the subconscious level. I inherently knew that whatever I was meant to do in life had to be done ASAP. I felt that whoever I was supposed to be, I had to become “her”, or else I would perish for real. Day by day I was perishing, but now I thank “her” for choosing life. I live now. I live every single day to the delightfully contented satisfaction of my soul’s choice. I manifest fruitful beauty freely and abundantly, and I make no apologies for being me. I know that I am fully complete within who God created me to be, and I live by the standard of unconditional love for God, myself, and others. I stand in my truth. I share what I was sent to give through my daily existence–whether through teaching, encouraging, writing, singing, acting, painting, drawing, dancing, modeling, living, and loving–I make the world a better place. The takeaway to myself is just to continue to believe that the invisible is possible. I’ve manifested a new home, and the best is yet to come. Happy Resurrection Day to me.



July 17, 2018

I have walked so many steps in the journey since my last post. I have enjoyed great triumphs in the personal and professional areas of my existence. I have stayed the course and continued to work diligently in the field of life and self-evolution. I have had some moments recently that were so amazingly surreal that I had to whisper to myself that I wasn’t dreaming. My world has transformed beautifully because I remained faithful to God and myself.  I chose to be loyal to the Lover of my soul. I am grateful. Gratefully grateful! Unfortunately, what I do clearly see after climbing to a mid-peak of “success” is that most people do not fully understand, nor do they sincerely appreciate, those of us who are extremely gifted and walking in our purposes. I have noted this before; I have dedicated volumes of journal entries and blog space to the observation, but I really have experienced so much of this truth lately that it bears recording again. People are happy with basic. Basic thinking and effort are acceptable to them. They are truly content with basic. Mildly impressed with a bit above basic… Irritated at best with well above basic, and down right disgusted by shining unicorn status! HA! I have to laugh at the reality of this because on the flip side, that is exactly why the majority of society has the same reverse infatuation with below basic. Below basic takes no effort. It reflects the status quo. Basic means average. Those who sneer and inwardly revile the ground that forward thinkers and doers walk on cheer and dance to below basic. They clap, high-five, and are amazed at the simplicity of stupidity. It baffles me. Basic-lovers sing the songs; recite the dogmas; and represent basic with mug-buying, t-shirt-wearing, tote bag-carrying pride. They espouse being “petty” like that’s some prized quality. It’s not. They carelessly bandy about the basic theme spells of poverty, lack, sickness, selfishness, greed, loss, sadness, and overall disease of spirit. All in the name of embracing basic. This blight of mind has no respect of socio-economic status, age, color, gender, sexual orientation, or religion. I scratch my head at those who take the time to critique those of us who are moving, shaking, and making a true and exceptional difference in the world. It takes work. It takes spiritual, physical, mental, and emotional fortitude. It takes discipline, and even if a person is only using a fraction of his/her God-given abilities of purpose, he/she is STILL SHINING! That’s when the basic-lovers cringe. If a person must don a resemblance of basic, at least may he or she be about making the world a better place with it! Be a Robin Hood or something! That’s the thing though! Those who are about the business of actually doing life and grinding for a real blessing of wellness of life for everyone alive (and the generations yet born) are not sitting around whining and complaining! They are too busy creating, vibrating, and twirling on the critics! The creators create around the same detractors who give futile words of recommendation with no good fruit to back their advice. Blech! I always want to tell lazy, unhappy, basic people that I don’t want any of their fruit!! They don’t need to give me any of their advice. They need not send me any social media messages showing basic concepts. They don’t need to drop any hints or dedicate any tagged posts to me. What they can do is get their own harvests right! Real talk. But nah. That takes some action… some above basic strategy. However, their limitations don’t–and won’t–stop me from elevating and glittering in the newness and image of my Creator. Those who show contempt towards higher-minded notions of unconditional love, positivity, peace, joy, kindness, wisdom, empathy, lightness of heart, patience, glee, giddiness, meekness, bliss, determination, innocence, purity, fulfillment, purpose, innovation, humility, curiosity, opportunity, diligence, childlike-wonder, elevation of mind and spirit, or paramount health singly reveal that they are only able to adopt and celebrate what they know. Their ignorance won’t block my come-up, though. It won’t deter my meeting with the global confederation of doers that is convening as I type. There are actual people who are aligned with God to bring forth heaven on earth, and I choose to walk with those individuals. I will just continue to side-step the basic who think that they are the ultra-upgrade. I’ll pass them with the new (old) axiom, “Be blessed, Loves. I’m good. Enjoy.”

Beautiful Surprise

November 27, 2017

The things that seem to be the ugliest and most painful at the onset sometimes turn out to be exactly what you have prayed and cried and pleaded for for as long as you can remember.  I know that I am walking the steps that were foretold to my spirit years before my conception, yet as I have come from behind the veil of amnesia, I am grateful for the ugliness of the journey.  I am grateful that the darkest hours produced the most bitter tears that have evaporated into the very air of joy and bliss that I now inhale and exhale.  Life is so quirky and challenging and funny and exhilarating and elusive and peek-a-booish, and I clap at the beautiful surprise of a happy ending!  I clap at the amazing fulfillment of a job well done.  I clap at the climactic resting place of a manifested success.  Yes.  Yes, indeed!  I clap because I can.  I clap because I have earned it.  I clap because the applause has been purchased in bulk, and I plan to utilize every moment of euphoria that has been reserved for me.  The raw truth of ugliness within itself reserved this beautiful vantage point for me when we first met and danced, and so I tip my hat and nod toward a fruitful harvest.  Selah.

Master Creative

April 11, 2017

I have acknowledged several times how the journey has forced me to accept all of my gifts because that was a major purpose for the exodus from the old me.  So, as I begin a new leg of my journey, I coin and own the phrase “Master Creative“.  I am a master creative.  I am someone who has documented gifting in five or more fields of mastery.  It would be best understood as a master creative is at least a quintuple threat in the ability to do something extremely well.  In being used in the descriptive form of being an adjective, I am master creative as well.  I would describe myself (and anyone else who has tried to dim the shine of having and using several of his/her inherent gifts) as this noun.  Those of us who fall under this category are walking in the expertise of being master creatives because we hold the master keys to several forms of communication.  We can therefore assist others in communicating their truths of love, joy, light, or even pain, sorrow, and fear to the world so that it can transform lives.  This title will not apply to everyone, but hopefully it will inspire others to work toward honing the gifts or talents that they may have.  These gifts will make room for us all as we work diligently in letting our lights shine and making the world a better place.  I thank the Creator for sharing the breath of creation with me.  I unconditionally love and honor the beauty that flows through me by sharing it in all that I do.  This is my professional and informal definition of myself, and I am so glad that I am creating this definition of me instead of trying to fit into the old definitions of round holes that were prefabricated for me.  I am the square peg who is finally finding the way to a square opening, and I’m helping others to do the same.

Lead from Behind

March 5, 2017

The best leaders are servants first.  They have served others in some capacity throughout their lives, but moreover, the leader inherently has a servant’s heart.  The leader naturally wants to alleviate the needs of even just one person because he/she knows that it only takes the slightest movement of one to influence and change the entire world.  It is critical (but organic) for the person to know that in helping others become their best selves and meeting their needs, he/she is honestly helping him/herself in the pursuit of truth.  Truth is the essence and life force of all.  I always know when I am making a breakthrough in my own situations and issues because I have gone back to the essentials of serving others.  It may be in a different assignment of circumstance from where I had been comfortable, but it will be helping and assisting others nevertheless.  The beautiful gem of the matter is that service physically demonstrates the power of love, and I know that the untold gratitude of the served blesses the greatness of humanity.

New Beginnings

January 9, 2017

The dawn of a new year has come and gone, but I feel the lingering new energies upon me.  I have further released those things which no longer serve me–even though I constantly make the effort to self-reflect.  I send “goodbyes” to assignments that have expired where I am no longer needed and blessings to people who have gained what I was sent to give.  I must continue to walk forward because the globe awaits, and I still have the fire and desire to manifest goodness until I reach my home.  I truly know that new beginnings rejuvenate the mind and spirit.  I truly know that the path of the journey continues to beckon me.

Roll on

December 7, 2016

There have been so many things that have happened within the last few weeks that I do not know where to start writing.  I was totally able to process the events, but I had no energy to even bring myself to articulate my emotions.  The world appointed a new leader; I saw another year of existence come to a close, and another one begin; my journey was touched by the inexplicable transition of children and adults, and of course I had my regular observations of life and travels.  Each specific incident brought tears, and each incident caused me to remember that I have to roll on.  I have to keep my head up, and I must allow the essence of goodness to remain my friend and intimate companion… while rolling on to my real home.  Running away to the promises of God, my creator, has now spanned four years, and I have recently been reminded that I am still on this side of the veil.  I still must endeavor towards the mark.  I cannot get comfortable and stop running towards my new home of light and total beauty.  In my real home, there are no fake elections, birthdays, deaths, heartaches, disappointments, rough patches, inconsistencies, lies, lack, hardships, or liabilities.  So, as I refocus for the new year which steadily approaches, I know that rolling on in unconditional love of myself and others is my imperative.